get me the hell out of here

I have angel food cake once a year, usually on my birthday as it is the best kind of cake.

Factoid!

Melissa’s wedding was beautiful, she’s a gorgeous girl and I’m stoked she’s so happy. I’m also relieved to not have to hear about wedding shit at work again for a while as David and I are the only un-married people left in the group. Fantastic.

The reception was fun, I spent more time with Leslie and the NP’s – I really have become attached to Leslie, she’s so genuine in her feelings about her staff, we’ve become this family that I’m proud to be apart of and spend so much time out of work with.

I had a moment though, they played “Crazy” by Patsy Cline during the reception and I came really close to losing it. I’ve been avoiding all reminders of my grandmother and I would have been fine but Melissa asked me to dance to it and I had to say no choking back tears…not exactly how I like to operate with work folks, but they understood and I ended up fine.

The cookout was fun, I think I’m done hosting events at my house for a while? I just love when other people have to clean up the mess…hah.

I feel like I’m 40, who goes to these many events at 22? Am I crazy? oi.

None of this is going to flow because I’m scatter brained tonight…and all I want are cigarettes and beer.

I also want to see Niko, he’s been home for days! Where’s the effort?

Midterms are this week, then my vacation starts…I’m looking forward to it. I just want to sleep as much as possible before Montreal…as I will get none when I’m there.

alright, I thought I wanted to write something worth reading but I just don’t have the energy…I’m gonna watch some LOST and pass out.

kisses