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I’ve become so terrible at this, so I’m just not going to apologize for it anymore.
There’s nothing really fun to say anymore, and I feel like just putting little pieces of information about my pretty boring day-to-day, or the the wild shit that happens on weekends is just pointless. For those of you who use this to keep up with me…pick up the fucking phone.
XO
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1. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
actually…I do.
2. When was the last time you took a nap?
last night, mid study sesh.
3. Do you only drink bottled water?.
only when there’s vodka in it.
4. What are you listening to right now?
key strokes
5. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my uncle
6. To text you?
John G.
7. To send you a Myspace message?
Richard!
8. What’s on your mind most today?
Finishing this psych paper, taking my final, and rejoicing that classes are over with a heddy bottle of shiraz and some drunk dialing to a select few.
9. Something that happened today that made you angry?
47 Bus
10. When is your birthday?
April 15th, I’m thinking Jacques/Roxy….suggestions?
11. Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
Depends on what kind
12. Do you wear makeup?
whiteface
13. Are you missing someone?
I am
14. Do you think everybody deserves a second chance?
at what?
15. What instant messaging service do you use?
aim/gchat “gangsta chat”
16. Would you date/hook up with your sisters best friend?
heeeeelllllllll no
17. Where are you going on vacation next?
not sure, most likely back to Montreal with the boys if not someplace sooner…
18. What color is your hair?
hah! well…light brown.
19. Where was the last place you hugged someone?
I dunno
20. Who was the last person you talked to in person besides family?
the girl I hate
21. What do you want most right now?
for it to be 10pm
22. What are you doing tonight?
finals/wine/project runway finale
23. Are you happy right now?
little anxious but otherwise sure
24. Is your phone right beside you?
sure is, not letting that bitch out of my sight
25. Are you cold?
frigid.
26. What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
my birthday, shorts and sandals, sunshine
27. First thing you do when you wake up?
hit the snooze button
28. What does your best friend call you?
asshole, cum dumpster, sean
29. Have you worked out today?
I walked to work, if that counts.
30. Who do you call the most?
Probably Nik, or Thomas…I’m not much of a phone person.
31. What are you watching right now?
me waste time on this survey instead of getting a head start on that paper…
32. Have you ever fought with the opposite sex?
Mmhmm.
33. Ever dyed your hair?
Yar, it’s been blue, blonde and black
34. Do you cry a lot?
Once in a blue moon
35. Are you good at keeping secrets?
Depends on whose secrets they are…
36. Did you participate in gym class?
I <3 P.E.
Badminton Championnnn!!!
37. What’s your biggest fear?
Not ever learning to save money…and a giant spider eating me.
38. What did you do today?
walked to work, avoided working
39.What does your last text message in your inbox say?
“Kk”
40. Do you crack your knuckles?
yar
41. Have you ever been in love?
sure
42. Do you believe there’s always room in your heart for your first love?
what a gay question.
43. Have you ever kissed in a pool?
Done more than that…..OHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! babumshhhh!
44. What kind of tattoos do you want/have?
2 ones I love, probably getting another…
45. Do you give special ringtones to certain people?
I once by mistake gave Patrick this “red alert” alarm ringtone that was pretty hilarious before I became annoyed with it.
46. What are you wearing?
shirt and no pannies
47. What will you eat next?
some heddy poon
so I’ll actually write something in this soon…I’m super unmotivated right now.
Ahem, so…
Not for nothing, but my lame ass had a dream about Scotty last night – we won’t get into it.
I’m still grappling with this motivation thing, I feel kind of useless at
work not wanting to do anything. I mean, I don’t just sit here but I could be far more pro-active with things and just choose to waste time on espn or perez…oi. As odd as it seems I think being back in the swing of a full class load might help me pull my shit together, and obviously taming down my weekends… (hah!)
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I’m thinking about going to Nashua this weekend to get away from the city and watch the Championship on Brian’s rediculously large television, plus he could use the company. It’s a long weekend so I can compromise by staying on Friday night or coming home for Sunday and have a balanced weekend that won’t kill my bank account…I wonder if I can get any of the boys to come up for some NH shenanigans.
Probably not.
Spose I shouldn’t have written this entry at work if I really cared about being motivated, hah! Off I go…
Fuckkk!
So I went to my much feared math course last night, and it wasn’t so bad but it was pretty scary. It’s like everything you learned in middle school (all of which I forget) and 
I’m pretty sure I did horribly on the assessment test…but whatever hopefully I can google how to do long division again. no jokes. Either way I’m behind in both classes for skipping the first week but have a handle on what I need to do, what I should be doing right now instead of enjoying a glass of wine and relaxing but whatever I’ve been stressed since Sunday night and need to relax before I choke someone at work to death. Work is no help, I’m finding my days go quicker because of how busy it is but I still feel pretty incompetent while I’m learning and I hate that, especially because my co-worker who’s dumb north shore trash has dominion over me whilst I get the hang of things…
Bitch tried to sass me today! I went to a hematology lunch conference and she told me it was a “three patient day and maybe you can hold off on lunch next time” bitch please! you come in at 7 AM and sit around until clinic opens so you can bail at 3 when there are still kids being seen! UGH fucking wench. It’s fine though, she neither intimidates me or leaves any impression at all…I just wish she would mind her damn business or raise on up out of that job.
3-day weekend coming up and BOY am I excited that most people have to work on Monday so I can hope to get things for school done.
I kind of want someone to break my knee caps so I can just sit at home for a few months and gather motivation.
Anyhoot – Richard’s birthday weekend was pretty fantastic, we got a VIP table at the Roxy and I had a personal waitress the whole night! CAN YOU IMAGINE!? She like stood there and waited for me to finish every drink, it was truly amazing. Sunday I took tons of naps and ate KFC which cured any hangover I might have had instantly…oh and did you see the game? Brilliant. Suck it, Indiana!
I’m off to find something sugary to eat…a macarooooon perhaps.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!!!!!
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I’m pretty stressed…
I seriously am at the point I wouldn’t mind choking someone from every part of my week.
Anyway, I hope to write when I have time to focus my thoughts on something other than law and medicine.
wait…did I just say that? who am I?
help.
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rough day…miss the boys
this cheered me up:
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I’ve been watching a lot of TV lately, and I hate TV – generally.
Probably trying to take my mind off of things…ho hum.
I was pretty disappointed in the premiere of Weeds last night. I guess I expected more resolution but it was sort of diluted and dragged on for a while. Not to mention how rediculous the show has become…but whatever I was probably just in a crappy mood since Matty made me turn LOST off.
God I sound like a fat mid-western bachelor. awkldhal;khwfl;kh.
There’s frequent pockets of the crisp fall new england air in the mornings now, I can tell it won’t be long before my nights of coming home from class in shorts and sandals are over. I’m dreading the winter obviously, but sort of looking forward to fall…I think this year it will have the calming affect it used to – It will be nice to have peace of mind with a lot of things that have gone on this year.
I finish up my ConLaw class next week and if all goes well on the final I should be looking at an A (hopefully). I never remember to periodically congratulate myself for maintaining a great GPA through all of this, however easy it sometimes is. Yay me!
Yayyyyyyyyyy…. :/
There was an eerie fall-ish breeze today that made me nauseous.
Good ‘ole New England wastes no time cooling down.
I finally got some rest time tonight to order myself some take-out, do some much needed laundry and get caught up on LOST with Tevvy Laufer (I even got a nap in the sun in! +10 pts). After class, where I got my A- midterm back! I ended up meeting with Thomas and we talked some things out and laughed a lot.
I needed that.
I’m looking forward to this weekend, I feel like I’ve been gone so long. It will be nice to see those I haven’t and be in familiar surroundings. For as much shit as I talk about leaving and blah blah, when you’ve had a month of transience it’s always nice to be back ‘home’
Tomorrow is Kelly’s last day…It’s weird I guess I either don’t care or haven’t accepted she’s leaving. Things have been so bizarre at work with all of the changes going on I think I’m just off in space when I’m there lately. It definitely will be sad not to have her spirit around and her goofy humor. She’s definitely a comfort for me and a big reason for my successes. Props to you Kel, best of luck in Denver.
I’m dreading September less and less too, which is good for seanostasis. I’m really looking forward to the roomate changes and how I’ll finally get that clean bathroom I’ve always DREAMED of. Plus living with 3 gay guys will have its advantages as well… 
I think I’ll take a fall vacation too, I just don’t know where…
AND! I’ve been to the beach ONCE this summer – COMPLETELY UNACCEPTABLE! So, let’s go! I can always take work off people…chop chop!
bedsies.xo
Busy, busy, busy…
July is crazy for me, I haven’t had time for anything let alone rest.
Fortunately, last weekends christening was the most taxing of events on my seanostasis and it’s just fun obligations from here on out. I’m now a proud god father of Patrick James Higgins! He’s a little blue-eyed tank and I love him to death. I posted some pictures on my Flickr. There isn’t a ton because I was pre-occupied with holding the baby and drinking as many free beers as I could. It was a good time, weird to have our family be gathered on a positive note, but good nonetheless.
I started classes, ConLaw and Algebra…I dropped the latter – I’m not taking a fucking math course in August. No way.
In the next few weeks I have so much shit going on – 2 co-worker’s weddings, Nicole’s baby shower, Patrick/Sean/Mike’s Birthday BBQ, Camping in VT, and Montreal Pride. I’m a little overwhelmed but there are worse things to be stressed about so I won’t complain.
Tevvy Laufer came back yesterday to live until the Red Sox season ends, I’m pretty excited. I was weary at first because I had become accustomed to a clean bathroom without cat hair/shit/litter all over it, and no dustballs the size of volkswagons cruising down my hallway, but she bought a fancy new litter box! Victory!
Also, while I’m on the topic – and not that it’s a prevalent thought – but I feel like Jonah being at home so much is causing him to be a shade more crazy than usual and I don’t think I want to deal with it. The whole “I want to use Tevvy’s old room as my office” business kind of ticked me off, but then after I had said “We’ll talk about it” I fucking come home and he’s completely moved in. Whatever. Now there’s cords hanging down in the living room and I have to go move a bunch of furniture into our Apt that I haven’t even seen because his mom is stressing out because she’s moving. What’s the theme? Not my fucking problem! Got kicked out of your office? Not my fucking problem. Mom’s moving to the coast and is in a time crunch to offload some shit? Not my fucking problem.
blah whatever – I love my Jonah and I wouldn’t trade him for the world…but certain things are just annoying me. Maybe it’s me…maybe I’m just stressed and taking it out on the dog. Oh well!
AND ANOTHER THING!
MISSING:
Ture Richard Turnbull
5′10
Hazel eyes, Brown hair
Handsome, carefree, loving, loves to have fun
Have you seen him? Cause I sure as hell haven’t. I’ve noticed this kid who hangs around Adam a lot – real vacant look on his face. Couldn’t be Ture though…Ture’s full of life, Spontaneous, Adventurous, loves being with his friends and doing whatever.
It’s a shame I can’t seem to find him…I miss him.
alright, i’m going to go try the sushi downstairs per Sean’s recommendation.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK!
Sorry.
I guess I have forgotten that I have an audience that reaches beyond who hears what I have to say first-hand. My apologies.
Having said that I’ve been in a rut for a week or two. I’m not happy, but I’m not sad – I find myself in this ugly void of emotion where I just do what I can to not think about anything. I still refuse to look at pictures of my grandmother, or see my uncle. I want to, I really wish I could be getting on with this but I know at this juncture it would do more bad than good to force it.
My heart is a car wreck.
The better news is how much sun I’ve been getting exposed to, and how much time I’m getting with Thomas, and how Niko’s hard work paid off and he’s now a graduate and academic award winning graphic designer! and how much I missed the simple pleasure of dinner and a movie with good company.
School is alright, I’m taking a police class and learning how I can sleaze my way out of getting arrested. Or at least that’s what I’m trying to learn. I just want to be done, if I could take 9 classes a week I would just to have it be over. I need a rest…I just want to have work as a responsibility.
Work is getting better every month…I really do love it here and am gaining invaluable experience with these folks. I’ve never felt more supported and comfortable with any work group before…they’re like family. I don’t think I can emphasize how much I enjoy my job and how serious I take it. For whatever stories I tell about the flexibility of the job (i.e. playing AOE during downtime) there’s 20 others of situations in which I’m busting my ass. I just don’t bother telling those because, hey, that shit’s boring.
Alright, it’s Friday and I managed to catch Thomas’ coughing virus but that will not stop me from having a great Memorial Day. COOKOUT REVIVAL!!!
Oh, 28 Weeks Later was fucking sick.
