here’s why:
So I finally broke my camera on Thanksgiving night. I drunkenly dropped it on the ground at Sean’s towards the end of the night with the lens out which produced this lovely glowing white screen instead of pictures. LUCKILY! My sexy little camera was covered by BestBuy’s AMAZING 4 year protection plan that was an additional $90 at time of purchase – Whew! lucky me, now all I have to do is bring it to the store and presto! new camera…right?
So I trek down on Black Friday because I had nothing to do and why not right? Upon arriving I waited 10 minutes for some guy to return the DVD version of “Alien” (seriously?) before I was able to talk to someone at the customer service desk. My new friend Julisia told me that because there was a sale going on and all of the geek squad people were told to “Sell, sell, sell” on this day – they weren’t taking any repair requests so I could go fuck myself.
I almost walked away, really…
I decided that this was unjust, and the plan that good money was spent on didn’t have a greed claus that says I don’t matter on busy days when the shithead populous needs help plugging a fucking flash drive in to their new metal box of cheap shit. So I asked to speak with a manager…
This kid walks up to me, with a puca shell necklace and a tongue ring. Fuck.
Proceeds to tell me I was “silly” for bringing a repair in the day after Thanksgiving, and he “Simply doesn’t have the manpower” to fufill his company’s obligation to fix my broken fucking camera. I got so frustrated at this point, not so much about how he insulted my intelligence, but that he was playing with his fucking tongue ring the whole time!
I said “Fuck you” and walked out.
Brought it to Landmark the next day and voila! My camera is now shipped and waiting to be fixed.
In other news, Thomas was home for a few days and I got to spend time with him which was good for my soul. Brian finally got his hands on pats tickets for the steelers game! aaannd the boys and I are planning our Spice Girls New York Vacation 2008.
shazam!
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Feeling nostalgic
I miss my 2 best friends and sometimes I just want to stamp my feet and pout about it.
I’m not ungrateful, it’s just different…
Stupid holidays…I’m praying for January 1
Ugh, I just feel like I need a change – a big change -this pendulum of it has swung far enough I either need it to come back or snap off the string and send me into something completely new.
fuck.
Watch me fly away
Through the night sky yeah
Now that all you touched
Has finally turned gray
And roads can’t hold us down
Winds will move us around
With no need to return
to this gray town
Wanna bet I can tell
You’ve been in bed for too long
So let’s just say so long
And I watched you at the cove
You read on rocks below
And I turned home
without so much as hello
Wanna know where I go
I’ve been away for too long
And it’s hard to leave
when I haven’t seen
You in so long
And if we
had just held out for tomorrow
We might have seen
What seemed so far away
We didn’t even bother to stay
There it goes I can tell
You’re gonna to keep
your eyes to the ground
Waiting for something
to finally come around
Tell you that you knew
That you weren’t wrong
And it’s finally time for so long
Fuckkk!
So I went to my much feared math course last night, and it wasn’t so bad but it was pretty scary. It’s like everything you learned in middle school (all of which I forget) and 
I’m pretty sure I did horribly on the assessment test…but whatever hopefully I can google how to do long division again. no jokes. Either way I’m behind in both classes for skipping the first week but have a handle on what I need to do, what I should be doing right now instead of enjoying a glass of wine and relaxing but whatever I’ve been stressed since Sunday night and need to relax before I choke someone at work to death. Work is no help, I’m finding my days go quicker because of how busy it is but I still feel pretty incompetent while I’m learning and I hate that, especially because my co-worker who’s dumb north shore trash has dominion over me whilst I get the hang of things…
Bitch tried to sass me today! I went to a hematology lunch conference and she told me it was a “three patient day and maybe you can hold off on lunch next time” bitch please! you come in at 7 AM and sit around until clinic opens so you can bail at 3 when there are still kids being seen! UGH fucking wench. It’s fine though, she neither intimidates me or leaves any impression at all…I just wish she would mind her damn business or raise on up out of that job.
3-day weekend coming up and BOY am I excited that most people have to work on Monday so I can hope to get things for school done.
I kind of want someone to break my knee caps so I can just sit at home for a few months and gather motivation.
Anyhoot – Richard’s birthday weekend was pretty fantastic, we got a VIP table at the Roxy and I had a personal waitress the whole night! CAN YOU IMAGINE!? She like stood there and waited for me to finish every drink, it was truly amazing. Sunday I took tons of naps and ate KFC which cured any hangover I might have had instantly…oh and did you see the game? Brilliant. Suck it, Indiana!
I’m off to find something sugary to eat…a macarooooon perhaps.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!!!!!
aha! here I am!
Boston is in slipping into a gross freeze and it’s making me a cranky bitch (and late for work) almost every day.
I finished my law class and while I don’t know what my grade is exactly I’m confident I did well enough, hopefully B+ ish??? Gotta keep padding that GPA bitches!
I should mention that my chances of staying in Boston after graduation have increased like 20% due to the opportunities now being afforded to me by this new position, but I’m still very much needing the California sun. Also, I think SF might be out…I mean my whole thing was I want some fucking lovely climate that’s easy to live in so I’ve been poking around the web doing some research on San Diego and the programs out there…not so bad? We shall see.
I start new classes this week but plan on going to none of them, I’ve been fighting this ugly cold for weeks now and need a mental/physical health week – not to mention one of my new classes is that fucking awful mathematics course I put off in July. I’m fucked big time on that one. Gahhhh
Halloween’s been great so far, I’m heading up to Nashua to meet Brian’s friends on Wednesday and I took Thursday off so that will be my finale as next week is Richard’s birthday and it’s back to the business of getting drunk in normal clothes. The boys are well, I’m looking forward to next week because we finally get Ture back from the evil (and filthy) clutches of north shore politics.
Egh, Nicole’s birthday is next Tuesday and I have to go see her and the baby because I’m a terrible person – so the next time you call me remind me (of either.)
I continue to miss Thomas and Niko – I want them to meet Brian and get my jokes and make me enjoy fall in Boston again 
and that’s where I’m at right now, pretty content and SUPER excited to watch the great muppet caper in after this cigarette.
xo
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I know, I know…
I’ll post on Sunday…bigtime.
SCHMEAAHHHH!!!!!
xo
jeeeeez….
Apologies for the lack of updates but I had a pretty crazy September. It seems I last posted with any substance on the 10th, and in that time quite a bit has happened but in modern seano fashion I’m just going to give you the briefest rundown possible (and it’s 12:34 and I needz mah beauty rest).
I had made it a pretty regular routine to spend my Fri-Sun with the boys and going to the usual places doing the usual things…nothing spectacular on that front. Paul lost his goddamn mind and the ‘BWPC’ has dwindled in numbers since, but I can’t say I’m sorry for it because the people who are relevant I still find time for. Avalon finally shut its doors for the last time at the end of the month and I missed it because…
I planned to surprise Niko in San Francisco before we got into our spat before he left, I’m glad we cleared it up when he actually did leave cause otherwise it would have made for one weird vacation. On the 24th I left for SFO for a week to visit with Mr. Arty and obviously to surprise my baby boy. All in all it was a success on my end, I called him up
outside his dorm and told him I was downstairs…it was pretty neat…It’s one of those things that you imagine but never consider and I’m glad I could make it happen. The rest of my time spent in SF was amazing, I attending the Folsom Street Fair (pics to the left), went to many fabulous eateries, spent a shitload of money on some new junk, and met some new friends. During my stay I did find time to be solo and take a last (well maybe not last) glance at a city I could be moving to in less than a year. I found that while I absolutely adore the city and the western lifestyle…I’m not as headstrong as I was before I came on this second trip. San Francisco is an extremely competitive city full of young adults with talent and the resources necessary to get the jobs they want, not to say I’m afraid…but some extra time padding my resume or taking on more education couldn’t hurt before jumping to the left coast.
We’ll see…
I got home with just enough time to catch up on sleep that I had lost from my terrifying plane ride (nothing abnormal about the trip itself I’m just a basket case on flying metal tubes of death). When I got back to work I immediately hit one of those ‘I’m overwhelmed with work so I’m going to shut down’ moods and had the worst time digging out from emails for the 2 fucking positions I’m working right now. Hopefully the end is near for the job I’m supposed to be done with, but not before I build an 8,000 reference library for a nathan-oski chapter that was due in February. Fuck! I’m not happy about going to work tomorrow knowing I was supposed to get some of it done last week and got none of it…gahhhh
No work rant! No!
The only piece I’m reluctant to type about is the boy sitch. By whichever means people will tell you it was by, I did meet a boy that I’ve been spending time with for about a month. Initially I treated it with the same skepticism I always do, but he’s a smart guy and pretty genuine so we’ll see how this goes…i’m currently enjoying myself quite a bit with it so I’ll stick with that and not put any expectations or goals for it and see how that plan works out for me.
See? A happy note ending!!
xo
ps – really missing my Thomas.
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This is a test post from 
, a fancy photo sharing thing.
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Ok so I know this song is weird and even weirder is that the woman singing it, Joanna Newsom, is like 30…but it grew on me and the video is pretty cute.
enjoy!
In other news, I walked into a closed door today – it’s been one of those weeks.
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I’m pretty stressed…
I seriously am at the point I wouldn’t mind choking someone from every part of my week.
Anyway, I hope to write when I have time to focus my thoughts on something other than law and medicine.
wait…did I just say that? who am I?
help.
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rough day…miss the boys
this cheered me up:
